breastfeeding

before i post about the rest of our vacation i want to say this. when i had sami i wasnt too concerned about breastfeednig, if i could great if not, that was ok. its been 4 months. its very handy in some ways, mobile, no need for bottles...cleaning ect. but i also dont like it for reasons. im still breaking out in a sweat half the time when feeding. i feel like im "stuck" more to the home....although she does take the bottle sometimes it can be a struggle ...especially if its me trying to give her the bottle. im hoping to make it to 5 or even 6 months and see how it goes...maybe do like 9 months of once a day if i can? im grateful i can breast feed and she gts all he good stuff but sometimes i just wish.....not for the formula bill though!